11th GRAND SECRET of
Spiritual Mysteries
INTRODUCTION
Light was just beginning to dawn as I woke up. The symbolism of ‘waking up out of darkness when the light comes’ was not lost on me, even though words were rushing through my mind:
- 158 Pearls
- Pearl Hunters
- Each Grand Secret has its Pearls
- Learn the Pearls and you have the wisdom for creating ascension consciousness
- Memories of my dad eating oysters and the rarity of finding one with a pearl inside, but oh how exciting it was when it happened. Was it small? Was it large? Which one of us would he give it to? It was a treasure not just because of its rarity, but because of the FEELING that came if you were the one who was gifted it.
I got out of bed in the early morning chill, turned on the computer, and started writing....
“The Council of 8 brought 158 Pearls into my life in 2016, although:
While I DID realize the magic of the moment and what was occurring, I did not know at that time that 158 Pearls would literally arrive on my doorstep and change my life.
We do not always recognize the moments we are living that are the Game Changers of our future. Did I usually wake up at 3 AM and in complete darkness surf the web on my computer? Never. I love a deep uninterrupted sleep. I rarely rarely rarely surf the internet, and I had zero clues that the connection I would make with another person was going to be the gift that would crack open the tightly closed oyster shell called My Life and eventually reveal that I was the pearl inside.
That moment was a priceless Game Changer, but I didn’t even know it.
Fast forward to 2018. Three nights before the Game Changers Course began, I was playing a favorite board game with my husband while listening to my favorite YouTuber Ralph Smart of Infinite Waters. I was over-indulging in favorite food and drink, and received phone calls from favorite friends who called for inspiration and guidance...something else I love doing. I was feeling invincible, and not because I was winning game after game. I was not…but because I was doing many things all at once that I loved: spending time with my husband, being challenged by a game, helping friends, setting new goals for my future as I listened to a person I respected and enjoyed, and eating/drinking. When I went to bed, I was 100% emotionally, mentally, physically and spiritually jazzed. It was a Game Changer night, but I didn’t even know it until, of course, I started writing and all of these words and realizations flowed forth.
“The Council of 8 brought 158 Pearls into my life in 2016, although:
- I did not know that I was "shucking oysters" when they woke me up at 3 AM, guided me to my computer, and connected me with a stranger on the other side of the world.
- I did not know Ascended Masters had apported a gift for me 38 years earlier that this stranger had been safekeeping on my behalf.
- I did not know this was opening a door to my future and the future of the many.
While I DID realize the magic of the moment and what was occurring, I did not know at that time that 158 Pearls would literally arrive on my doorstep and change my life.
We do not always recognize the moments we are living that are the Game Changers of our future. Did I usually wake up at 3 AM and in complete darkness surf the web on my computer? Never. I love a deep uninterrupted sleep. I rarely rarely rarely surf the internet, and I had zero clues that the connection I would make with another person was going to be the gift that would crack open the tightly closed oyster shell called My Life and eventually reveal that I was the pearl inside.
That moment was a priceless Game Changer, but I didn’t even know it.
Fast forward to 2018. Three nights before the Game Changers Course began, I was playing a favorite board game with my husband while listening to my favorite YouTuber Ralph Smart of Infinite Waters. I was over-indulging in favorite food and drink, and received phone calls from favorite friends who called for inspiration and guidance...something else I love doing. I was feeling invincible, and not because I was winning game after game. I was not…but because I was doing many things all at once that I loved: spending time with my husband, being challenged by a game, helping friends, setting new goals for my future as I listened to a person I respected and enjoyed, and eating/drinking. When I went to bed, I was 100% emotionally, mentally, physically and spiritually jazzed. It was a Game Changer night, but I didn’t even know it until, of course, I started writing and all of these words and realizations flowed forth.
What was the common thread in both of those experiences that made it a Game Changing Moment? Each time I was completely JOY-FILLED.
- The spiritual treasure I found from web surfing at 3AM in the winter months of 2016, guided by my other-worldly teachers, was priceless information I thought was gone from the world, and that I would never have the freedom to benefit from in this life.
- The complete and satiating joy I lived on all levels, physical, mental, emotional, vibrational, spiritual, and soul, while spending an evening with my husband at the kitchen table filled with favorite foods, favorite game, favorite friends calling in and favorite YouTuber inspiring me spilled over into the astral realm during sleep, and I woke up with all that I’ve been sharing with you now.
"These were Game Changer moments for me, yet each carried with it a hidden danger I did not know would surface later on. THAT was the PEARL in the Game Changer moment: discovering an irritation I had not recognized that was secretly embedded in my goals for success.
How did I do it? I woke up MISERABLE after a night of incredible happiness. I had overeaten, and my gut was letting me know! I felt like a pipe that was supposed to be free flowing but was so stuffed that not one more thing could be shoved into it. My body was suffering but my mind was whirling, seeing, grasping, understanding, thrilling, preparing, and remembering.
A hidden life habit was revealing itself. At first, I thought I was programmed that “brilliance depended on physical misery”, but as I looked for the common thread in both of the Game Changing Moments I’ve just shared, I realized that when I was in the throes of JOY, I had made a commitment to myself.
I was turning into a fast learner. One morning of ‘OMG I feel horrible’ following an evening of ‘how can life get better than this???’ was all it took for the warning bells to sound.
BE ECSTATIC….MAKE A COMMITMENT….BECOME A SUCCESS….GET DESTROYED BY GRIEF
I saw how this had been my pattern since as early as I could remember. The commitments that never succeeded did not generate any grief, while those that did all had a heavy dose of misery connected to them.
With that recognition came THE QUESTION:
“How much misery was I willing to endure in order to fulfill my commitment, in order to be successful?”
The answer was pretty simple: NOT VERY MUCH!
No wonder I was becoming more and more laid back, less willing to ‘give it my all’ or to take on any new commitments. I have become less and less willing to be miserable (miser + able = able to be stingy with joy)
THE PEARL for me from all of this? The irrational illusion and limitation I was living, "give it your all and you’ll be like Humpty Dumpty", was revealed, released and removed from my now and my future.
I no longer have to live the idea that ACHIEVEMENT and SUCCESS lead to misery.
As we move through the Game Changers Course, we will be seeking the irrational, hiding-in-plain sight irritations in your life that are connected to the successes you dream of. Get ready to amp up your Pearl Hunting. The Game is On!"
How did I do it? I woke up MISERABLE after a night of incredible happiness. I had overeaten, and my gut was letting me know! I felt like a pipe that was supposed to be free flowing but was so stuffed that not one more thing could be shoved into it. My body was suffering but my mind was whirling, seeing, grasping, understanding, thrilling, preparing, and remembering.
A hidden life habit was revealing itself. At first, I thought I was programmed that “brilliance depended on physical misery”, but as I looked for the common thread in both of the Game Changing Moments I’ve just shared, I realized that when I was in the throes of JOY, I had made a commitment to myself.
- The spiritual teachings I found from 3 AM web surfing were so priceless that in my joy of their re-discovery, I wanted to help present them to truth seekers like myself. I made a commitment to do so, not knowing that 1 ½ years later, in the very midst of my committed success I would be emotionally broken for my efforts.
- The information I learned while watching YouTube during mega-fun-multi-tasking renewed a commitment I had made to bring inspiration and awakened wisdom to the hearts and minds of the many. Thank goodness it didn’t take another 1 ½ years for me to recognize that my success would be accompanied by misery.
I was turning into a fast learner. One morning of ‘OMG I feel horrible’ following an evening of ‘how can life get better than this???’ was all it took for the warning bells to sound.
BE ECSTATIC….MAKE A COMMITMENT….BECOME A SUCCESS….GET DESTROYED BY GRIEF
I saw how this had been my pattern since as early as I could remember. The commitments that never succeeded did not generate any grief, while those that did all had a heavy dose of misery connected to them.
With that recognition came THE QUESTION:
“How much misery was I willing to endure in order to fulfill my commitment, in order to be successful?”
The answer was pretty simple: NOT VERY MUCH!
No wonder I was becoming more and more laid back, less willing to ‘give it my all’ or to take on any new commitments. I have become less and less willing to be miserable (miser + able = able to be stingy with joy)
THE PEARL for me from all of this? The irrational illusion and limitation I was living, "give it your all and you’ll be like Humpty Dumpty", was revealed, released and removed from my now and my future.
I no longer have to live the idea that ACHIEVEMENT and SUCCESS lead to misery.
As we move through the Game Changers Course, we will be seeking the irrational, hiding-in-plain sight irritations in your life that are connected to the successes you dream of. Get ready to amp up your Pearl Hunting. The Game is On!"
PEARL 51
I AM aware.
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11TH Grand Secret of Spiritual Mysteries: Game-Changers, Lesson 1, Pearl 51
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Blessing unto the heart and the mind of your beings. Beloved Ones we are gathered to celebrate with you the beginning of that which indeed is a Game Changer; that which will lift your consciousness into an awareness and an understanding of how one lives on a place called planet Earth, living as a Spirit in human form, living in a world that is filled with mass consciousness, living in a world where the air has been breathed by the many, where the water has been drunk by the many, where thought forms and feelings abound everywhere, and you are in the midst of remembering who you are and why you are here while you re-awaken the memories within.
Game Changers, Beloveds, is a speeded up version, one might say. It is like a fast-forward, one might say, through the life that you are living that has programmed reactions where one thing is begun and it leads to the beginning of another thing and it starts off the beginning of another thing so that you have a chain of events, as it were, that you are living through. The Game-Changers is about stopping. It is about recognizing and then stopping that chain of events so that who you are has a chance to blossom, and the greatest remembrance of yourself that you have chosen to be in this life has an opportunity to surface, and the life that you have chosen to live has an opportunity to surface, that you might be freed from those irritations that make a pearl, as it were.
When you are seeking to change any element in your life, there is one thing that is essential. It is required, Beloveds. If one does not or is not able to do this one thing, one will continue in the world of illusion and possibly irritations, searching and seeking, trying over and over again to become that which in the heart and mind of your being you know that you are.
What is that one thing? You must be able to be aware. You must be able to be aware of yourself, of your life, of what you feel, of what you think, of the moment, of the now. You must be aware of the now just before this now moment and you must be aware of the now just after this now moment.
It is called alertness. It is called awareness. It is called thinking. It is called paying attention to.
Many people on your planet are still so programmed in their day-to-day affairs they are unaware of what they are doing from one moment to the next. They are unaware of where they set their keys down. They are unaware if they have had their eight glasses of water that day or not. They are unaware if they have walked into the room with their shoes on when they should be off. They are unaware that they are leaving the keys in the car before they shut the door. If one does not practice momentary-of-the-moment awareness, one will not be able to recognize the feelings that you need in order to have a Game Changer moment.
There are times in your lives, Beloveds, where you have felt so powerful, where you have felt “this is the moment where I change my life”, but then it was not. Why is that?
For a Game Changing moment to occur, you must be in an emotion that is powerful. You must be filled with joy or filled with enthusiasm or filled with a knowingness or filled with any, even a negative, what you call negative, emotion works. You can be in total grief, Beloveds, on every level of your being and when you go into your sleep you will carry the grief with you into the astral and then, if you are learning as a spiritual being that when you leave your physical body and you are in the astral you can change your world, you will have the opportunity to do so because you have created sufficient energy.
The first step is awareness. You must begin practicing I AM AWARE:
- I AM AWARE if my hands are touching something
- I AM AWARE where my feet are
- I AM AWARE of what I AM smelling
- I AM AWARE of what I AM seeing
- I AM IN THE MOMENT.
That is what Awareness is, Beloveds. You are in the moment. You are savoring food if you are eating it. You are savoring what you are hearing if you are listening to something, or you are savoring what you are doing with the physical. Perhaps you are dancing. Perhaps you are skating. Perhaps you are swimming. Perhaps you are riding. You are savoring the moment: the wind on your face, perhaps; the sun in your hair, perhaps; the smell of the earth, perhaps. In other words, your sensory self is fully engaged.
That is one reason that you have this magnificent physical form. You have this magnificent physical form so that you can engage it on all levels, and in so doing, have the power to create and change realities.
What, Beloveds, are those levels that you must become aware on?
Let us take the physical first, yes? You must become aware of what you are doing physically. Not just aware of whether you are sitting or whether you are standing, but aware of everything around you in the moment:
- Aware of the room that you are in
- Aware of what you are eating or drinking
- Aware of what you are wearing and what does it feel like
- Aware of what you are seeing
- Aware of what you are hearing
- Aware on the physical with all of your senses.
Then, you must become aware on the emotional, “How am I feeling in this moment?” Of all of the things I am seeing and all the things I am hearing and all the things that I am feeling and all the things that I am doing, what does that produce in me?
- Am I in contentment?
- Am I in bliss?
- Am I in love?
- Am I in joy?
- Am I in peace?
What emotion is it producing in me?
Am I aware of that emotion?
You must be aware mentally. You must be aware what you are thinking. What am I saying with my words in this moment? Are they words that I would want to be true? Are they words that if power immediately filled my words I would be enthralled to live that truth?
Then you must be aware of what you are thinking. Are you wanting the person you are with to be happy? Are you wanting them to thrive? Are you wanting to meet their needs?
What about the animals that are around you? Are they content? Do they need anything?
It is an awareness. You are in your now and you are expanding your knowingness on the mind level.
You may also begin to be aware of thoughts coming into your being. What am I hearing? What am I thinking? Are they my thoughts or are they someone else’s thoughts?
The next level, which is a little trickier and you can say that perhaps you are aware of it by your feeling nature, but when you combine what you are thinking with what you are feeling and what you are doing, the awareness of those three things, you have a pretty good sense of your vibrational state of being.
In other words, what energies are you emitting into the ethers that surround you? THIS is the creative palette of life. What are you emitting in to it? Are you putting out joy? Are you putting out enthusiasm? Are the energies that are leaving your being something you would like to find drifting through the ethers and coming into your life? Are the energies that are leaving your being ones that have a beautiful scent? Would they please what we call the heart and mind of God? Would they drift into the dimensions of other realities, as it were, and vibrate there so beautifully that you would be in attunement with the consciousnesses that are living there? So much so that you would be “invited in”, as it were? Not that we would say, “Come and have a cup of tea, you understand”, but that you would be able to merge into the harmony of those other dimensions. That is what is emitting from your being.
DECISION-MAKING AWARENESS
There are decisions, these are four levels we have spoken of so fa, there are decisions that you will make in the mental/emotional aspect of yourself when you are aware of these feelings, much as the story that you were shared at the introduction of this course, the commitment. The joy that was being felt led to a commitment. It led to a decision, and that is what you will become aware of, Beloveds, in this Game-Changers course. You will become aware of the decision that all of your vibrational frequencies of the now, in the moment through your senses, lead you to make.
You are partially aware of them now, but you are going to become a very good detective, shall we say. Or, shall we call you The Pearl Hunters, as it were, yes? You are looking for that pearl that you have been making because of the irritations in life, and you have been coating them like an oyster does, trying to make do, trying to make it okay. It is time for the extraction of those irritations, so perhaps we might say it is the time of the ending of the creation of the pearls. It is wonderful to create something beautiful out of that which is irritating. It is even more wonderful to not have the idea of irritation at all within the being you call yourself.
Once you are vibrating on these four levels, you have access, as it were, to the Spirit-Soul Self of your being. When they vibrate at the same frequency you are vibrating at, you are in Game Changer mode.
Once again, the way you are going to recognize this in the very beginning is, of course, all that we have spoken, but you are going to recognize it because it is going to create some sort of decision in you. You are going to make some sort of decision based on this collection of thoughts and vibrations and feelings of your awareness.
The decision may be something like planning a vacation. It may be a decision to set aside money. It may be a decision to give money. It may be a decision to go for a long walk. It may be a decision to join a yoga class. There is not a caliber to the decision. In other words, we are not saying: it must be grandiose; it must be something that will touch lives of others; it must be something that will win a blue ribbon, as it were. It is just something that is a decision, because when you are in this energy space, and you have all been in it, Beloveds, not one of you that hears these words has never been in all-consuming awareness, but it is true that when you have been there you have not always recognized the decision that came from it and as a result you have also not recognized the results of that decision.
You are looking for the thread of a story that is going to reveal to you what has been limiting your success. Each one of you strives for success. You did not come to this planet with the decision in the Great Being That You Are that you would come here and decide to be miserable, decide to be unsuccessful. Each one of you came with a firm knowing in the heart and the mind of your being that indeed you had something to give, and you were worthy of giving it.
It is the games that are played on planet Earth that have erased some of those memories, and that have created cause and effect, effect and cause in your life in such a way that you have forgotten what you came, perhaps, to give or what you came, perhaps, to feel worthy about, or that you even feel worthy.
Worthiness, Beloveds, is your truth. It is woven in the very fabric that you are.
Your heart is made of worthiness.
Your body cells are made of worthiness.
Your organs, your hair, your fingernails, your tongue, your teeth, your eyes…all of you is made of worthiness, because Beloveds, that is all that exists.
Worthiness is love. Love is worthiness. That is all that exists in the creative fabric of the universe. ALL is worthy of existence and creation when it is vibrating in harmony with the Heart and Mind of God Consciousness.
It is a given. It is who you are.
When you begin to own that, sing it, dance it, live it, write it, dress it, look it, when you begin to own your worthiness, you will be more interested, Beloveds, in what is happening right now with you in the moment. Your mind will not will not want to wander so much to escape. Your body will not want to forget by going into oblivion, either sleeping, or falling asleep, or overeating, or self-medicating, or whatever it is, because the feeling of worthiness will be vibrating within your being.
GAME CHANGERS STEP 1: PRACTICE AWARENESS
What is it, Beloveds, that you begin to do now in this first lesson that we bring you for Game Changing?
We will practice Awareness.
We will practice Awareness beginning with one thing that you will change. ONE thing.
Beginning tomorrow, we’ll change one thing about your life, and you will be aware all day long of that one thing.
Perhaps you will decide to drink herbal tea all day, instead of coffee, or perhaps you will decide to take a walk for 15 minutes every 3 hours, or perhaps you will decide to write letters or emails, or perhaps you will decide to exercise or go into meditation, something different that you did not do today.
Something different.
What this does is this makes the mind begin to think. That is all.
You must think, “What is it I must do that is different?” You are setting the stage, because to break away, Beloveds, from the repetitive pattern that you have been living in requires you becoming aware of your day.
You will start with one new thing tomorrow. The next day you will add a second new thing.
You do one new thing, and then the next day you will do a different new thing, only you will do two different new things; by the third day you will be doing three different new things.
Does it count what you do on the third day if you did it the first day? No, it is no longer new. Once you have done it, it is no longer new.
By the time we meet again, next week, you will have been through seven things on the day that we meet that are new, and you will have been through many new things before that, the purpose being: to make you think about your life.
If you wish to propel yourself rapidly through Game Changers and find that which is interfering with your success, you will also make notes. You will start a journal, and each day you will write what you did that was new, and by the time your day is over, you will write what that newness brought into your day:
- What you felt
- What you thought
- What you did
- And if it created any kind of a new emotion in your being.
We are placing ourselves, as it were, in a little bit of a kindergarten experience, yes? We are doing it to create awareness, for this is the key that will bring about the most wonderful amazing prowess: spiritual prowess, mental prowess, emotional prowess, vibrational prowess, spiritual-soul-and-astral prowess that you have yet experienced in your life on planet Earth.
This is a Freedom Game, Beloveds.
It is a Game-Changer, and this is Step 1: Creating Awareness on All Levels of Your Being.
Namaste unto the heart and the minds of your beings.
So be it.
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