THIRD GRAND SECRET
I AM a Vibration Machine. My feelings are contagious.
This is the final Grand Secret needed before accessing further Pearls. Radical Self Love begins with loving the human form you have been given to experience life through. How you love it is often based on how your parents or caregivers treated you in your early years---not just what was said by them but what was done by or through them, along with the emotions they emitted.
To prepare yourself for this next pearl, feel the answers to these questions:
To prepare yourself for this next pearl, feel the answers to these questions:
- Was there joy or disappointment over the gender of your body?
- Were you allowed to play?
- Were you treated gently or roughly?
- Did you feel well fed?
- Were you forced to share your bedroom, toys, clothes, time?
- Were you told you were beautiful or ugly, even in jest?
- When you were sick, how were you treated?
- Did you feel there was something to measure up to?
- Did you feel you could do it?
- Were you condemned to a life of being second best?
- Was being just yourself ever enough?
Since this discourse includes inner world experience guided by Lady Master Natasha, it is recommended that you listen to the discourse first rather than read it, to take advantage of the guidance and energy transmitted in this session.
3rd Grand Secret Radical Self-Love, Pearl 11
The terminology ‘Self Love’ will bring up among each one of you your own concept of what it means. So let us begin by sharing the ideas that you feel, hear, and think of when you hear the words “Self Love.”
Student 1: I think of loving all parts of myself.
LMN: and are you referring to loving all seven vehicles of your consciousness? Is that what you mean by ‘parts of yourself’?
Student 1: No, I meant loving the parts that are not necessarily seen as good parts, like the ego that we talked about last time. Like loving all those parts that might be conceived as being negative in some way.
LMN: So what you might call dark self, or shadow self.
Student 2: Trying not to be judgmental about all seven vehicles in myself and actually truly treating myself as I would treat others.
LMN: So you are viewing Self Love as treating yourself as you would treat others, and the way you wish you would treat yourself is that you are not judgmental about any of the seven vehicles that you are, and therefore you would not be judgmental about any of the seven vehicles of any other person with whom you share humanity.
Student 2: I would like to be that. That’s the goal.
Student 3: For me it’s recognizing the truth that I am god, and I am divine in all aspects, and aligning myself with that rather than the illusions that come with being human.
LMN: So for you, Self Love is awakening to the reality that you are god consciousness and not the illusion in which you find yourself living.
Student 3: Yes, you said that so much better than me. Thank you.
All Students: We claim that too.
Student 4: I’m learning how to love illusion and myself. That is new to me, and so that is my challenge and I think I’ve done well.
LMN: So, ‘loving yourself’ you are defining as “loving the illusion that you exist as in a physical form.”
4th student: Yes, because before I didn’t love myself in the illusion.
Student 5: Self Love, in my opinion, is subjective. I’m thinking it is being able to accept and not judge myself---know that I am evolving and moving towards expanded awareness consciousness of awakening, as an on-going process. As I awaken, then I would probably expand more and be able to speak more of that.
LMN: So you are perceiving your journey of Self Love as being one that evolves along the course---which is your goal of awakening to your true wisdom and recognizing who you really are living in your physical form. You are correct when you say that it is subjective, and that it is a broad subject, for the concept of Self Love is subjective. It is a broad concept. What might be thought of as Self Love to one individual would not be the truth of another. So in the beginning, we will agree that each of you have a truth that is a valid truth for you about what Self Love represents.
These lessons in which we will engage are not designed to take you away from your truth, whatever that may be. They are designed to expand your awareness and to expand the concept of what else self-love might entail.
EMOTIONAL IMPACT ON SELF LOVE
We will start with the world of emotions. The emotional body is perhaps, on your planet, the most damaged when it comes to the concept of Self Love. Beginning in the womb, the infant self is very aware of the thoughts and feelings of its caretakers and those who exist in the environment into which it will be born.
Immediately in the womb there are emotions that course through the physical atoms and molecules of the vehicle being created within the womb of the mother-to-be. These emotions can affect the growth of the organs as they are being developed. They can affect the functionality of the body as it is being prepared to be inhabited by a spirit. The emotions can also give great joy and excitement to the body as it develops.
There is an amazing sense of responsibly that is not taught on your planet, for the most part, of the emotional importance of loving the fetus that is being created and grown within the woman’s womb.
EMOTIONS AFFECT ALL THAT IS AROUND YOU
The emotions imprint themselves. Why and how is that? Emotions are frequencies. They are simply a vibration. You give wording or describe emotions with your language:
Emotions that come from the Self color your world and your planet. The first steps, as we will share them with you---not that this is written in stone but as we, The Council of 8 see the first steps on your planet for those who are seeking Self Love---are emotional ones. They are not necessarily thought forms that must go with an emotion, but rather feelings that exist every moment.
Feelings---the frequencies that are feelings---are what you might call contagious. When you are inspirational and joyful and excited, you are emitting that frequency, and when others who are not in that frequency come into your energy field and feel that frequency, if they are missing it or wish it were their truth as well, they will begin aligning themselves with your frequency. So your inspiration your joy, your upliftment, your enthusiasm will contagiously spread to those who are wishing for the same.
That is how a party is. At a party, there is laughter and fun, and those who are willing to allow the vibrations in will do so. Those who are unwilling will sit on the outskirts of the party. They will find a corner, or they will leave for home early, or they will go off on their own, or perhaps chat with one person who is not in quite that energetic fervor that a party can unleash in the emotional body.
These are examples of which you are already aware of how emotions are important on your planet. Emotions also work together collectively on your planet to control the weather. They work collectively to control nature. Yes, there are consciousnesses that work in nature to control the opening of a flower of the rooting of a plant or the seasonal fruiting of a tree. However, it is the collective consciousness of humanity emotionally that decides if there will be sufficient rain, or if there will be a drought; whether it will be overwhelming as a flood and damaging, or if it will be soft and gentle---the kind of rain that soaks in; whether there will be sufficient or whether there will be restrictions. It is due to collective emotional consciousness on your planet which creates these events.
This is not to say that your weather cannot be controlled electronically. It is all about vibrations, after all, is it not? But you are a vibration machine and you can, through working with your emotional nature, begin generating the feeling—the energies---that can love your body or love your mind or love your evolutionary destiny into being.
Conversely, you can emit the energies, the emotions from your being, that will:
- harm your physical self
- deter your mental self
- cripple your astral self
- keep you separated from your higher wisdom spirit-soul-self connection
You can increase the positive, or you can increase the negative. We will call the positive those energies that are in an ever-upward-spiraling-pattern that lifts you and prepares you for other dimensions of living where thought forms are harmoniously functioning together and emotions function together to create the love of God and the love of life and the beauty of that which is thought of as divine mind.
You can just as easily get lost in the emotions that we are calling negative, which are downward spiraling emotions that can take you:
- into the depths of your own hell
- into the pits of consciousness that is forlorn, lost, fearful
- into frets and worries
- into angst and the creating of more trauma for yourself
PRACTICE EMOTIONAL MAGNETISM
We wish you to think of emotions as magnetic. This is not something that you would take to your physicists’ minds and say, “We understand something new. Let us create experiments where we discover that emotions are magnetic.” Rather picture this for yourself, for when you think of magnetic, in this moment, imagine yourself as a magnet, and the magnet that you are is going to pull towards it the emotions that you love.
So in this moment, imagine yourself happy and grateful, or excited and appreciative for something in your life…take a moment to think about it: the place, the time, the event, the people. Engage yourself in the moment of that thrilling energy. Feel it. Pretend you are there living it again.
As you are in it---imagining yourself being a magnet while feeling this emotion---imagine all what comes to you. You may have
- valentines sticking on your body
- money sticking to your being
- envelopes with letters inviting you to come to grand openings
- children circling around you looking at you in adoration and chanting and singing with you
- loved ones coming and hugging and holding you
You can feel the vortex of energy as it increases and expands. See and imagine in your inner world that this contagious love and uplifting feeling that you are in is bringing towards you love, that which will increase your inspiration, that which will increase your desire to be more of the same.
And so you are seeing and feeling it.
Now imagine that you are neutral in the moment. There is no magnetic energy to your being; you are not in an emotional state.
You are tranquil. You are in tranquility.
Tranquility is its own emotional state. Tranquility has a frequency just as any other emotion has. So imagine yourself as a magnet, once again, as you are emitting tranquility.
As you are emitting tranquility, you see and feel at peace. This time however, it is not just external; you notice it is internal as well. You notice the tranquility spreads within your physical self. It enfolds the organs of your body. It infuses them. It flows through the muscles of your being. It fills your bloodstream. It takes you into a place of inner peace. Tranquility: vibrating… feeding all that you are in this moment.
And since our lesson is about Radical Self Love, then in this space of tranquility, attach the thought forms:
- Self Love and
- I love Self
- I love the Self I AM
- The Self I AM is tranquilly in this physical that I am enjoying.
- The physical form is tranquil
- The I AM that I AM loving the Self I AM in the physical is tranquil
And you are at peace. And the magnet that you are attracts more of this peace.
Perhaps you visualize the symbols of a dove alighting nearby or you notice that you are in the woods and the woodland creatures come forward because tranquility is their natural state of being, and they are in harmony and in love with live.
And now, if you will, stop being the magnet for a moment. Come back to neutral, which may still have some of the feelings of tranquility. It may still have some of the feelings of euphoria form our other experiment, but in this moment, in the interest of really learning and understanding your impact on yourself, your weather patterns, others, and your environment, think of something that
- saddened or angered you, or
- made you jealous, or
- made you upset in some way, or
- worried you, or
- created any of the smaller or larger emotions that humans have to deal with as they master the emotional self.
And when you are in this space---whether you are there just a little bit, or whether you are there a lot---turn on the magnet that you are. Because emotions are magnetic, they attract, and they emit, and like attracts like.
So what happens when you turn on the magnet for the negative spiraling emotions?
Your mate feels them.
Your friends feels them.
Your children feel them.
Those outside of your personal sphere feel them
You have become a magnet that is attracting to it dis-ease. Not easiness. Uneasiness. That is what dis-ease is. The energy within your physical self slows. You can feel it being, perhaps, stuck, or darkened, or sludgy, you can feel the depression and despair that comes when the body is being forced to endure the unbridled emotions from the emotional self.
So these emotions, as they imprint and impregnate the body, begin undoing the good that you do for yourself.
Now, come out, quickly. Stop being the magnet for negativity.
Think back on something that is lighthearted and wonderful and beautiful and enjoyable. Allow the most wonderful feelings that you care to feel to flood your being once again, and as they fill your being, notice that they go into your bloodstream and your liver and your heart. Notice they fill your intestinal track. Notice that they fill your circulation. Notice that they create the aura of your skin tone. Notice that they fill the body with a lightness, a beingness that is something pleasurable to the Self. And so these emotions, Beloved ones, are the emotions of Self Love.
These are the emotions that allow the physical self that you are to maintain its health.
These are the emotions that allow the weather patterns on your planet to serve the planet.
These are the emotions that attract to you those things in life that help you sustain these emotions.
And so on your planet, often as infants and young children, you are not taught the importance of maintaining the emotions that let the body stay strong, that let the body stay healthy and lead you to immortality.
For those who seek Ascension Consciousness, immortality is the goal. If you are seeking immortality as the goal, one must love oneself enough to desire to achieve that goal.
THIS WEEK’S DEVELOPMENT PRACTICE
The emotions about Self or about others or about life or about finance: there are so many categories in life that require emotional harmony and balance for you to maintain in all of these areas. So, for the moment, your exercise is to begin remembering that
- you are a magnet
- emotions are magnetic
- whatever emotions you are emitting attract more of the same
You’ve had an experience so you can understand how the downward spiraling emotions can affect your physical health, your emotional health, your weather patterns, and others in your life just as you’ve discovered how the upward spiraling emotions can affect the same but in a way that is more
The difficulty sometimes on planet earth seems to be how to pull yourself out of the negative when you find yourself in it. There are many, many ways and many, many methods, and in this first wisdom on Radical Self Love, we are not attempting to give you every answer that exists in this lesson. Rather we wish to help you start recognizing the magnetics of emotions:
- what it is you wish to attract to yourself
- what it is you wish to loan to the environment
- what it is you wish to gift to the weather
In so doing, you will begin to recognize personal patterns within yourself for either the presence of or the absence of Self Love.
For when one is in the negative, it is often very easy to stay there: to stomp one’s feet; to pout; to insist; to get your way. The energy sometimes feels comfortable and it feels like you can just forget everything you’ve heard, everything you’ve learned, and in this one moment you are going to indulge yourself.
Indulging the Self, Beloveds, is not Radical Self Love, unless the indulging is placing you in the light, and in decrees that uplift and support, and in helping yourself and helping others. That type of indulging is actually the undercurrent of the life of one who is Masterful, for that type of indulging fills the being with a gladness of life.
The Gladness of Life Decree
Radical Self-Love Decree
Use decrees daily, as often as you can. The power and purpose of a decree is to program yourself with the new information you wish to be your truth. If you find you have resistance to speaking a decree, that is a signal to you that within your subconscious memory or your soul memory there is a belief that is limiting you and preventing your Ascension Consciousness. If you are a student of the use of the Violet Fire and the White Fire, you will know how to transmute it. There are many other ways to free yourself from these limitations. If you do not have a teacher/guru or knowledge about how to shift unwanted reactions or how to cleanse the mental and emotional bodies, please contact us for assistance.
Recording of Radical Self Love Decrees
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